Don't you think that this world...
Is full of lie and fake smile?

面子书，
知人知面知己知心知彼，
都少于五指掌。
司马绍之心，
路人所知也。

We cannot see what's our parents gone through their childhood,
same as,
they cannot see what future lies beyond us.

开心，
最灿烂的是自然，
伤心，
最堕落的是绝望。
相反的，
开心的缝隙，
那是虚容，
伤心的阴暗，
那时成功。

People said those words,
Just to make you feel comfortable,
Most of it is just a lie,
Sooner or later,
it shall be forgotten,
and lead to despair,
and hatred,
that you gained towards your friends.
Remember,
they don't owe you anything,
you are on your own.
Nor they shall promise you.
This is the reality.

小时候盼望着明天，
大时候翻阅着昨天。

Do what you desire,
Don't do what you hate the most.
Do when you feel like it,
Don't do when you can't concentrate.

一天又一天，
一年又一年，
你，
有遗憾在后吗？

When I said I trust you,
I meant it,
Once it is broken,
You are no longer deserve it.

有一种人，
无事不登三宝殿，
这一种人，
不值得你的缓助。

Don't try to act smart and,
ignore their messages,
think about it,
either you are that smart.

朋友一生一起走，
那些日子不在有，
我，
昨天和朋友做了什么？

I love you,
I know that you did nothing wrong,
I did my best,
The time has comes,
You said it's time to let you go,
I have decided,
I won't pester you anymore.
Thanks for everything.
It's an honour for me,
to love you.

You might think that,
I don't have the right to say,
some of those that I mentioned above,
Yes indeed,
I not that smart either,
You can see that from everyone,
That concluded it.

The truth of life in University

This is just a short brief for those who are going to university next year or soon...

Before this, let me imply that,
This is solely based on an introvert student,
and 18 years in Malaysia.

subjective and only in my opinions,

- Lectures just like history subject, every students went there to sleep...(1st day 200 students, now 50 students)
- Lecturers don't care the your existence, they just come and go..
- Lecturers are no different from students in secondary schools, thanks to the powerpoint,
like what we did in secondary presentation.. bla bla bla thank you.
- Never ask the lecturer question, it's noob and pointless..
Here a scenario

Day1
me:"Sir, can you help me in XXXXXXXX"
lecturer :" sure bla bla bla"
me:"blur*"
lecturer:"don't worry your tutor will teach you"

Day 2
"Sir can you help in XXXX"
"write jot scribble*"
"*blur*"
"don't worry, next week your lecturer will teach you about it"

Worst Case Scenario
Day XXXX
"Sir can you show me the way of putting this programming code? I don't get it"
"Well.. it's easy if you don't understand, just use your cursor and point at the word,
the definition IS there"
"....... (as if the definition teach you how code it. zzzz)"

- expect lots lots lots of never-encounter-syllabus"
"SIR, may i know what is ?"
"Sure, and i thought your high school lecturer taught you about it?"
"..................."
Just like a little boy don't even know what is 1+1 = 2 and you taught him 1 X 1 = 1

- prepared to be a genius to understand everything (1 chapter in 2 pages.. I am not genius)
Finally,
"google your solution.. you are no longer a baby boy depend on the lecturers, they expect you to do that too.. they are very busssssssyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy yeeahhhh~"

That's the reason, I ponteng almost 90% of the units.. it's pointless.."
Google, google, or library your question.

- No proper guidance..
Math.. Full of words words words and definition definition..
1 chapter in 2 pages.. =.="
Sample => 0 ~ 2

Those exercise that gave in the tutorial is the best!
Students are expected to prepare for laboratory/practical sessions. The laboratory/practical should be a session where you clear up outstanding coding problems NOT where you begin coding!
Ahahahahaha.. lab.... hehehehehe

Ask other friends? Sorry I too noob, My friends are less than the number of my fingers.
Textbook? Exercise book?
They show us the recommended book..
Those recommended book... words words words definition definition zzz..
I want Sasbadi, Pelangi, or WORKED SOLUTION!!!
no words and explanation pls zzzz...

google google google google..

Hmph.. basically that's the education in University..
Remember, everything is on your own..
Library, google, and friends..

But... i will not blame the University,
"When you point at someone, another 4 fingers are pointing back at you"

Maybe, it's my fault that.. I didn't listen in the lecture?
Maybe, it's my fault that.. I didn't do enough research?
Maybe, it's my fault that.. I rely TOOOOOOOO much on tuition?
Maybe, this is Uni.. I shall say that... Don't rely on others.. You are on your own now..


Everybody.. is just a passer-by
Everything.. is defined at the first place

To me.. I still get to Dota and finish my Kingdom Hearts 2 during the easter break...
I am sure enjoy a comfortable life..
GG... lol..


That's me, and
palapapapa I'm loving it

Stress? ahahahahahahahahaha one of my friend has inspired me by saying
"Stress? *laughed* you are giving yourself stress..
you seek for stress, and therefore you have stress,
don't stress yourself, it's pointless..
and when you stress, relax...
soon you will realise that,
when you relax you work better"
and of course this quote is vary from person to person
some might work EVEN better when they are stress?
Nevertheless...
Dota anyone?